Thoughts transmission

*Thoughts transmission in progress*

I smell like chlorine again.

I am not getting enough sleep.

I love all of my classes, but still feel like I’m not putting enough effort into them.

I think the girls on my floor are amazing. They make me laugh all of the time. They give me energy to pull through when I’m feeling worn out.

I adore my friends; I just wish I had more time to spend with them. I am already tired of turning down invitations. I just don’t have the time. And sometimes when I do have the time, I really just want to be alone.

I should be reading an essay written by Emerson right now, but there are so many other things I’d rather be doing. It’s not that he’s not interesting. I find him very interesting. I just know that this teacher will suck the fun out of him and so it makes reading his essay less fun.

Today, I found art stressful. I am not sure of my teacher’s expectations and it worries me that I will not do all that I need to do. At the same time, I think I will enjoy the class more as the semester progresses.

I am worried about not being worried about my future. I have a general idea. I have a goal that I would like to work towards, but I am aware of life’s many curves and know that what I plan may not happen and that if I push too hard to make my plan happen I may miss out on a great experience.

I am jealous of people who live within a day’s drive of their parents. I don’t want to change my life or the lives of my family members, but I have considered the idea of them all relocating to be closer to me.

I have a new brain – my date book. Without it I would be lost.

Speaking of lost… I cannot wait for the new LOST episodes. I have it posted outside my door as a time I will not be available on my schedule. Some people find this amusing, others understand completely.

*Thoughts transmission complete*